Today...

Today should've been 5 years for me and My Baby J. Unfortunately he passed away in a car accident 4 years ago and I can't celebrate with him, anymore. But I still love him. I am still in love with him, at that. No one has had my heart since. This man made me soooo happy. Nobody is perfect, but the love we shared came the closest to perfection than any other relationship I've EVER had. I miss you, babe! You'd be so proud of me. I'll see you when I get there and I'll blow it down and pour out some liquor for you tonight. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!! R.I.P. B.J. Payne.